because he lets it happen, more than he understands that he has no real way to stop it from happening. Neku gets too close, and the only thing Joshua can do in response is raise his hands at his sides, steeling himself in as the other boy growls spitting cat mad into his face, and says
i pulled the trigger...
... and the way it sounds in his ears is so much like a joke, he doesn't know how to react; whether to laugh, to smile, to raise his brows and let the oh tumble from his lips. ]
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because he lets it happen, more than he understands that he has no real way to stop it from happening. Neku gets too close, and the only thing Joshua can do in response is raise his hands at his sides, steeling himself in as the other boy growls spitting cat mad into his face, and says
i pulled the trigger...
... and the way it sounds in his ears is so much like a joke, he doesn't know how to react; whether to laugh, to smile, to raise his brows and let the oh tumble from his lips. ]